He sat in a wheel chair, waiting for dark,
And shivered in his ghastly suit of grey,
Legless, sewn short at elbow. Through the park
Voices of boys rang saddening like hymn,
Voices of play and pleasure after day,
Till gathering sleep had mothered them for him.
About this time Town used to swing so gay
When glow-lamps budded in the light-blue trees
And girls glanced lovelier as the air grew dim,
In the old times, before he threw away his knees
Now he will never feel again how slim
Girls’ waist are, or how warm their subtle hands,
All of them touch him like some queer disease.
There was an artist silly for his face,
For it was younger than his youth last year
Now he is old; his back will never brace
He’s lost his colour very far from here,
Poured it down shell-holes till the veins ran dry,
And half his lifetime lapsed in the hot race
And leap of purple spurted from his thigh,
One time he liked a blood smear down his leg
After the matches carried shoulder-high
It was after football, when he’d drunk a peg
He thought he’d better join. He wonders why….
Someone had said he’d look a god in kilts
That’s why; and maybe, too, to please his Meg,
Aye, that was it, to please the giddy jilts
He asked to join. He didn’t have to beg
Smiling they wrote his lie; aged nineteen years
Germans he scarcely thought of; all their guilt
And Austria’s did not move him
Of fear came yet. He
thought of jeweled hilts
For daggers in plaid socks; of smart salutes;
And care of arms; and leave; and pay arrears
Esprit de corps; and hints for young recruits
And soon, he was drafted out with drums and cheers
Some cheered him home, but not as crowds cheer Goal
Only a solemn man who
brought him fruits
Thanked him; and then inquired about his soul
Now, he will spend a few sick years in Institutes
And do what things the rules consider wise
And take whatever pity they may dole
To-night he noticed how the women’s eyes
Passed from him to the strong men that were whole
How cold and late it is! Why don’t they come?
And put him into bed? Why don’t they come?
Wilfred Owen